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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

mon - slpy.... as usual.... nothing much happen at work.... anyway.... dun wish anything to happen at work anyway... after work went to suntec to collect my dress... YIPPEE!!!! hehehe.... so thrilled to have it on my hands... *blush* .... went to get bath towels again... simply cannt resist... the colours toooooo pretty.... ended up wif another 3 bath towels.... hahaha.... went to this veg cafe for dinner... simply do not look like a veggie cafe... nice interior... simple.... food was not bad.... but dun like the gluten.... too much of it... tink i ate "mutton" curry.... went back home wif a slpy mind...

tue - this morn so bloody pissed off.... i thot her... if XXX call pls take down her orders and ask me come up to enter.... i was downstairs doing packing for another customer... my collegue had fever and was resting at hm... left me and my storeman to pack... sighzz... and a troublesome customer they are... paste some many labels on one roll of label... sighzz.... ok... back to HER.... in the end.... she still intercomm for me to pick up the calls!!! and tat particular morn... there were many many many calls for me... so bloody pissed off... my goods nid to leave ofc by 10.30 the latest and i was being annoyed by the phone calls.... GRRRRR.... came upstairs wif a stony face... told them nx time... EVERY TUE.... pls help me to take down msg unless is super bloody urgent and customer nids to talk to me and no one else.... i mean... can't she have some initative to ask who is on the line and wat is nided??? and wat's more lots of co-ordination wk needed to be done... sighzz.... i hate my work rite now....!!!!sighzzz.... cleared most of my work.... happy abt tat... at least... sighz.. reached his plc... den he wants to start clearing the cards bill... sometimes dunoe hw he tink.... y make things so complicated.... everytime we start to calculate the bills and clear them... he will have a stony face and is easily frustrated... sighzz... is not like i am not PAYING him back... not a very fine day indeeed.... =(

wed - i believe this is our 47th mth together.... abit abit sad he like dun rem... cos usually will mt up ba... last time was he remembering and me forgetting... oh well.. mayb as time goes by it ends up like this ba.... today was like clearing up the loose ends... nothing much... cos... my media gds all slow down.. and i don't wat is happening downstairs... my sick collegue juz came back.. and i dun't dare to burden her wif too many qns... sighzz... wat to do... tell customers tat there are delays ba... nt her fault... she has too little time to learn too many stuff and she does have other duties to perform too...

well... one more wking to my leave... fri will be on leave... !!!!

Miaow~ died at 8:40 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

mon - din do much... a typical blue monday... sighzzz...

tue - more boring... hahahaha

wed - after work... went to suntec to shop!! and also to get mel's present.... bought a cutie elephant which she has set her eyes on and told us to get tat for her farewell gift ... plus a photo album... wrapped nicely in a forever frds pink wrapper... hahaha... so cutie rite... dunoe she can take it a nt... hahaha.... den as usual... i went shopping for clothes... wahhaha... bought a nice purple dress... love it to bits... die... have to source for heels and bag to match it... hahaha... typical me.. =X saw some lovely heels at ALDO.... *drools* very gorgeous loh..... i mean... it's like heels to die for... but the price.... simply out of my budget... 100++ leh.... but liao sure get scolded one... sighz... but they are REALLY REALLY GORGEOUS... sighzz.... tink i was on a shopping spree... of all things... i went to get towels... from aussio... but at least they were in beautiful colours... hahahha

thurs - today seem seems to be not my day.. so many things went wrong... my orders... and sighzz.... my salesperson had a mini arguement wif us... sighzz... is it so hard to tell us if things nid to go out... sighzz... y y y!!! still knocking off time have mting... sighzz... but at least we did cleared the air...

fri - tried to clear my desk of wk... seems sucessful... hahaha... end of the work week liao!! Yipeee!!! since but is also marks the day of my dear collegue leaving the ofc... sighz.... :(

sat - went for pilates in the morn... instructor teaching more intense stuff... but seems like my body and limbs are not co-ordinating well... total mess... hahaha... time to hunt for those pilates/yoga books to learn how to do the exercises correctly. And i also dunoe y so easily tired... reached his hse... soon i was drifting off to dreamland... he seems abit pissed off abt it.. haha.... start the "y u so easily tired...." sighzz... body says want to slp den wat can i do right??? dinner time den wake up... wanted for our frds to confirm where to go... sighz... y can't they make up their mind.... jialat.... they finally confirm aro 10plus.... went to ponggol marina... seems like a cool place... they have a shelter thingie for the boats... cool... haha.... went to a ktv there... it's ok... except the rooms are NOT soundproof.... hahaha.... stayed till aro 3 ba... den went to jalan kayu to eat... by time i reached hm.. was aro 4plus... simply amazing tat my parents did not call me and bug me...=X

sun - spent the sunday lazing at his place... but we did watch lots of showss...

Miaow~ died at 4:53 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

he is in camp for the whole of this week... let's see the mischief i been up to.... hahaha

mon - hmm.... went to library... as usual... haha... see so guai.. wahhahaa.

tue - help my frd's frd do her work... strange way to spend a nite away... but was pretty fun lah... she very chatty.... so time passed pretty fast....

wed - on leave!! to work hard at cleaning my room... was pretty satisfied with wat i did... wahhaha... room looks SLIGHTLY cleaner.. hahaha... after tat went to watch "The Exorcism of Emily Rose"..... the sound effects was pretty scary... tink i jumped out of my skin a couple of times liao.. hahaha... den went to Zouk... hmm... hmm.. hmmm... din really changed much since i went there like 4-5 yrs ago... same type of crowd... same type of DANCING... -_-" .... only thing tat changed was the music effects... tink increased alot in volume... hahaha.... din noe was my frd's bday till i left the place..=X

thur - on 1/2 day leave.... snoozed till10am den woke up to shower and prepare for work... seems the slp is not enuff... hahaha.... at work... tink i was stoning thru out the day... hahaha... juz went for dinner den went back home...

fri - he is back.. looking like a darken lobster... hahaha... complain n whine abt reservist...

sat - went for pilates... tummy muscles aches!!!! sighzz... went to shop for my mum's present... more like i buy n buy n buy... bought 2 pairs of heels.... felt v guilty!!!

sun - went for dinner at crystal jade... *sees $$ sprouting wings and flying away* sighzz...

Miaow~ died at 4:56 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

fri - spent it very quietly at wk ... trying to clear my paperwk... spent it quietly at his place watching tv...

sat - morn... bright n early... as if 10plus is bright and early... hahaha... went to out 1st pilates class... the instructor was a young n cheery lady.... hmm.. the class seems nt to be easily amused like me... i thought the instructor was trying to crack some jokes but everyone was very solemn and quiet... sighzz.... but it was quite interesting... i mean the exercises... din noe such simple exercises can cause so much pain to my body... sighz... it seems my body REALLY need some exercise... sighz.... i only noe... by evening time... my legs are starting to ache.... by nite time... tummy area start to ache... sighz.. such a weakling... =X... hmm... din really do much... walk aro at my nearby pasar malam... quite a huge scale but nothing interesting... hahahha

sun - ZZzzzzzzz...... hahaha.... today was supposed to wake up and start the packing on my rm... but but.... slpt till 10plus den move my ass out of the bed... bed seems soooo comforty.... sighzz... surf the net.... a rare ting for me to do on sunday... SOMEONE ON RESERVIST... so poor thing... my gfs were asking "wah... sun online ar..." -_-" sighz... it juz shows hw rare it is.... only started my packing after lunch... woohoo... FINALLY.... throw some clothes tat i will never wear again... or simply too old to be in my cupboard.... but.... cupboard still remains very full.. sighzz....SIGHZZZZZ..... if get extra cupboard also dunoe put where... sighzzzz.... by time i was done was already 3plus.... went to use my NEWLY bought GRAPESEED SCRUB... woohoo... very nice leh... hehehhee... skin feeels smooth...=X me and my scrubs... dunoe y... juz like to use body scrubs... after tat settled down for the long wait of his return from tuas.... sighzz... in the end i also had to go over... wahahha... tink he reach back aro 7plus.... with a freshly sunburnt face.. hehehhe.... and hair cut ultra short... so poor thing.. hehehehe....

monday is looming round the corner... SIGHZZZZ

Miaow~ died at 11:43 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

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so darn darn tired and mentally drained....

mon - xianzz... after being on leave on fri... come back to clear mess... sighzzz....so tired of it loh.... so many issues to do and settle... was super snappy in the morn....sighzzz.... the only interesting thing was going for dinner at holland v... it has been super super long since i stepped foot in tat place.... the last time was like... arrr... when i was under 12 wif my parents??? wahhaha.... the place seems v nice... as i was the fussy eater... we ended up at nydc... was seems abit stupid to me but well... i wanted nice desserts... hahahhaa.... dinner was nice but but i was late to watch my show!!! *evil stare*

tue - super double tripe xianzz.... really not my day loh... sighzz.... early morn... pack gds... and PPLE KEEP INTERCOMMIN ME TO PICK UP THE BLOODY PHONE.... grrr..... and i was busy packing... and i was the ONLY ONE packing loh... grrr and HELLO I AM NT THE WALKING MACOLA... wah liao... ask me if can rem wat have wat # of stock... i noe tat's my duty to check.. but I AM PACKING.... and GDS NID TO REACH THE PLACE BY 11.30AM!!! xianzz.... was rushing this and tat... sighzz... luckily i was on 1/2 day!!!! woohoo.... mt him cos his darling car is going for servicing.. whahaha.... we went to tampines central to walkwalk.... had lunch at Billy Bomber's... tink will be the last time we will be going in the nx few mths... had eaten watever tat seems nice there already.... walkwalk aro the place.. so many pple aro .... den i rem... we are near a poly loh... hahhaa... but one thing i was so so happy abt... I DIN BUY ANYTHING... a personal record.. wahahhahaha

wed - was like a snail today.... wahhaahha.... no thx to u noe wat... sighzz.... collegues saying i look v stoned and blur today.... so tired... sighzz.. was trying hard to finish my wk... but cannt.... brain shutdown.... and after wk go be flower vase loh... sit one corner.. wahahahha....

thurs - busy busy day... more busy for my dear collegue downstairs... helping me pack my gds... wahahhaha.... sighzz... wanted to help her but was busy handling my customers and their enquiries.... and the stupid phone keep ringing... sighzz... so tired of it... seriously wanted to pluck the plug out... sighzz..... after wk.. went to bishan to mt my life-long frd... she wanted to buy some wk clothes...... she lost so much wgt... from 45 - 38kg loh... omg... clothes dun fit her loh.. sighzz... she is tat stressed at wk loh... so poor thing.... but she did say she will go a special diet to gain back some wgt.... hopefully it will wk for her...

well.. tat's all for now... hehe ... wkend coming!!!!!

Miaow~ died at 11:47 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

juz realized... haha... never update here... but well... nothing much happened... let's see

last wk... mon... as usually... the usual.... rushing wk loh... wat else is new... cos fri on leave mah... wanted to clear wk... went back home to stone after wk... oh ya... my dear dear dear collegue made the decision to leave the company.... really really will miss her... although we have many arguements.... she will always help me out.... sighzz... sobsob

tue.... pratically slp thru the whole day... wahhaha....

wed... at wk again... but everyone was in holiday mood... there was much much laughter in the ofc... till our big SIS mentioned some details to me n baby... made as so so so mad... felt tat the company seriously dun value us... HELLO.... we are nt exactly earning alot here.... wat else do u expect... firstly if we dun feel valued... would we even want to PERFORM WELL here... pls... use yr brains!!! and wat's more... seems everyone noes abt hw UNUSEFUL we are... seems like we are the last to noe... GREAT JUZ FREAKING GREAT.... stupid stupid stupid!!! GRRRRRRRRR.... went out for dinner... it was nice... *winkz*... den proceeded to DBLO.... haizz.... his frds like muz club every wk... xianzz... but well... it was lady's nite.. wahahhaha... back n fro back n fro... hehehe

thurs... zombie at his plc again.. whahaha... wat else

fri... ON LEAVE!! but... din do much lah... went to town to walk aro... bought 3 tops... 1 brush and gel... stupid rite.. wahhaha.....

sat.... boring day... slp again... continue this week... i really bcome little miss piggy... hahaha... his frds wanted to club again... we dressed up... drove 1/2 way... his hp rang...

" ar guys.. wru?"
"reaching in abt 10mins"
" arhmm... we nt going... quarrelled"
stunned silence....
they can quarrelled within 1/2hr??? amazing man..

both of us was stunned... instead went to macphersons to tabao sting ray and oyster egg... FATTENING LOH... ALL HIS FAULT!!! sighzzz

sun... went to send his car to the car polish.... den headed to bugis... a record for me... tink i din't buy ANYTHING!! wahahahha.... arr.... oh i did... one face mask and one body scrub.. sighzz... later picked up the car and went for thai food... sighz... at this rate... really dunoe hw to slim down.. sobsob... sighz..

I wanna slim down!!! stop tempting me wif gd food!!!!!

Miaow~ died at 11:28 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

juz went to kusu island on last last sun... sun was SO DARN HOT loh... wearing jeans somemore... grr ... darn hot.. the quene for the ferry was pretty smooth... reach the island... went thru the smoky ritual. We bought bananas for the turtles n tortoises... they looks so so so so adorable. Initally all hiding in their hidey holes... once we started peeling the bananas... one by one the BIG turtles started coming out... they actually ate out of my fingers... so CUTE.... shld have taken photos but... fingers too sticky... we proceeded to drink coconut juice.. but arhmm... it was nt sweet.... sighzz... den of cos the last but not least the wishing well. FIRST time i hit all three bells!!! hahaha... hopefully my wishes will come true... my wishes usually very simple ones.. hehehe

Miaow~ died at 7:36 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Artist: Natalie
Album: Natalie
Year: 2005
Title: You're The One

I know you're out there baby
Somewhere.
There's someone out there for me
I know there is somebody out there
I know she is waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?(somebody tell me her name)
This life long search is going to drive me insane

How does she laugh, how does she cry?
What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize, I'm here?

Where is she? where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she? Who is she?
Who's going to complete my world
Where is she? where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she? Who is she?
Who's going to complete my world

Ladadlalalda

Where are you?

I'm staring out at the sky(I see you baby)
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?(I'm right here)
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems?
How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize, I'm here?
Where is he? where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?
Who's going to take me so high?
Where is he? where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?
Who's going to take me so high?

Where are you?

There's someone out there for me(There's someone out there for me)
I know there is somebody out there
I know she is waiting so patiently(so patiently)
Can you tell me her name?(Can you tell me his name?)
This life long search is going to drive me insane

How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize, I'm here?

Where is she? where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she?
Who's going to complete my world?

Where is he? where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?
Who's going to take me so high?

Ladada da da Ladada da da Ladada da da

I know you're out there

Ladada da da Ladada da da Ladada da da

Where are you?
I'll look all over the world baby
because I know you're out there
and I know it must sound crazy
but I think I love you

Ladada da da Ladada da da

Where are you?

song cute rite... heard it over the radio...

Miaow~ died at 12:26 AM