Wednesday, October 26, 2005
fri - MY GF'S WEDDING !!!
sighz... woke up v early... 6plus.... rush to shower... received karen's msg to wake me up... haizz.... ask mum for nice jewellery to match my dresses for day and nite... dress up.. lucky can fit in... PHEW.... really grew fat those few years... =X ... rushed down to take cab to her hse... reach juz nice at 730hrs... wahahah... she was going to call me liao... when i appeared in front of her gate...
started preparing.... my makeup done 1/2 only... hahaha... went there to finish up... karen still stoning away... haha... poor thing... she went to her hse to slp... den we prepare the goodies for her DARLING... wasbi and ritz cookies... and some cooling tea which he loathe....
FINALLY the groom arrives... he darn cunning... the ang pows are placed with the xiong dis... piangz... make us demand for the ang pows... still tell us can only choose one.. whahaha... will never happened loh... me n karen gt pushed in front... i always kenna those type one... sighz... xianzz... demand and ask them do "stunts" wahaha... tink the wasbi was the best liao... they were tearing loh... haha... but tink one of the most touching thing we ask the groom to do is to say out 10 reason y he wanted her as the bride... one of the reaon was... she really change me to who i am today... i knew them both since the time they gt together... i knew wat they had to go thru to get to wat they have today... v happy for them actually... sighzz...
then after tat was the typical tea ceremony... the roast pig was so so so big loh,.. wahahaha.... after all tat..we went off to the hotel to prepare for the dinner....
shower ... den went to put on makeup... she v gd.. within 15mins... makeup was done.. and is very very nice... quite pleased with her wk... den came the hairdo... wahahha... tink the guy was tinking hw come this gal so fussy... he is happy wif wat he had done to my hair... but i kept worrying abt my ears.. wahhaha... den i realised tat i had not put on the earrings.. put liao nt so weird... at the reception... her other two jiemeis keep COMMANDING me aro.. hate it... so stupid... HELLO I AM NOT UR SUBORINATES LOH.... i ended up at the hotel room complaining to karen... hahaha... den went downstairs to fetch him... sighzz... den have to acc him... her bro still ask me... gt bf ar.. wasted wanna intro u to my frds.. -_-" hahaha....
dinner was the typical wedding dinner ba... food nt bad...wine better still wahaha.... the waitress keep pushing the red wine to us.. haha... but it was really nice... den went up to do the toast,... the xiong di keep disturbing me.. sighz... see lah.. cos they rem me cos i kept scolding them... whahaha... but they are a pretty onz bunch... never see the YUM SENG so darn loud... but those grp of guys onlt leh... power.... wahahhaha
after tat went hm... was so tired....
sat - sighz
had to go to ofc for a mting.... lasted 2hrs plus... super xianz...
went for lunch... gt an STUPID STUPID arguement wif him.. late only a few minutes loh.. sighz... really cannt tahan him.. pack my stuff and went home... sighzz
ting n winnie came up to find me... they were pretty worried,.... so sweet of them.. hehehe... chatted wif them till abt 6plus... den they went off... me juz busied myself in the room...
nite time.... felt abit lonely..... he msg me ask me want to go clubbing wif him... dunoe he dense or wat.. dun he see the probs... rejected it....
mt up wif frds to go cb... she as always late...we ended up waiting downstairs for her.. haizz... reached cb... was abit shocked.. 1st time i saw so empty.. and already 11plus liao... her frd wking there... so gt a sofa seat.. ahha... sat there drinking some free drinks.. *see see the benefit of noeing frds who have frds wking at clubs...=X*.... the club gt movin aro 12plus i guess.. at the time already tired n abit abit high... but she still dun wanna dance.. drink more n more.... den start tinking abt stuff.. haizz... i pratically forced her to dance... hehehe... tink din really stop much... juz contiune dancing.. a gd way to relax.... but the thing is... gt this stupid guys hoveriong near us... dunoe i changed postion hw many times... sighzz... finally frd nag at me after seeing me so tired... left aro 3plus 4 i guess... proceed to eat macs.... finally end up in the car...was told den i fell aslp almost immediatelt.. only waking up a couple times.. talking rubbish.. shit man.. so EMBARRASING!!!! *blush*
sun - sighz sighz sighz
so stoned... woke up at 11plus am loh... missed him... sighz... see see... ended up calling him.. he was pretty unlike himself.. kept talking to me... i said out my unhappiness... he juz say hw come he felt like tat ... sighz... dunoe wat i say he gt listened a nt... he dragged me out...
mt him to go to town... where we mt up wifnhis frds.. haizz.. thot can have serious talk wif him.. cannt loh... xianzz... by the time we reached his plc i already 1/2 dead.. fell aslp again... haizzz..
really really felt v bad abt an issue... tink u shld noe wat i talking abt....
Miaow~ died at 9:42 PM
sighz... so darn weak one... =( give in.... sob.. but giving myself timeline to monitor....
Miaow~ died at 11:26 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
it's over and done with... here comes the period of moping.....
Miaow~ died at 6:52 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
曲名：丝路 歌手：梁静茹
如果流浪 是你的天赋
那么你 一定是我 最美的追逐
如果爱情 是你的游牧 拥有过是不是 该满足~
谁带我踏上孤独的丝路 追逐你的脚步
谁带我离开孤独的丝路 感受你的温度
我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖wu 让你疲倦时能够扎营停住wu~
羌笛声 胡旋舞为你笑为你哭~wei a
爱上你的全部放弃我的全部~
爱上了你之后 我~开始领悟
陪你走了一段 最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后 我~从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福 我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途 我只要~你记住~wu
星星就是穷人的珍珠
你的笑 支撑着我虔诚的最初
狂风沙石 我得到依附
穿越过 亚西亚 的迷雾wo woh
谁带我踏上孤独的丝路 追逐你的脚步
谁带我离开孤独的丝路 感受你的温度
我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖wu 让你疲倦时能够扎营停住wu~
羌笛声 胡旋舞为你笑为你哭(ho 为你哭)
Hey a爱上你的全部放弃我的全部~ (我的全部)
爱上了你之后 我~开始领悟
陪你走了一段 最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后 我~从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福 我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途 我只要你记住~wu
云破日出 你是那道光束 带着平凡的我走过奇迹旅途
爱上了你之后 我~开始领悟
陪你走了一段 最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后 我~从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福 我从来不在乎~
爱上了你之后 我~开始领悟
陪你走了一段 最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后 我~从来不哭(No ho oh wu~ hu)
谁是谁的幸福 我从来不在乎(我不在乎)
谁是谁的旅途 我只要~我只要~ 你记住~wu
he send me this song + lyrics... sighz... i really dunoe wat to make out of this... this song is he find den passed to me after a bad quarrel....
Miaow~ died at 12:24 PM
so many things happening rite now... at wk and in personal.
wk - lots of issues keeping up from customer sides... my collegues facing lots of stress... and i'm stuck in the middle. i understand both sides' pt of view... but the stress they are receiving seems to be from the same source... i really feel for my poor dear collegue... she really going nuts... i mean there are only a amt of stress one can handle. the pay here is nt fantastic... the only things tat keep us here are the other collegues.. she is really so so tired of the things she needs to face. everything was juz dump in her lap... and no one can help her... she has to clear the shit herself... sighz... later have to go face 2 customer... my salesguy juz keep shaking his head at the thot.... sighzz... i mean we keep have arguements over small issues... it is not v healthy... sighzz
personal - lots of stuff going thru my mind rite now... seems all my hard wk went to waste... tat's the feeling tat i am getting... everytime one of my frds get married i have this feeling... which woman dun want a happy family... so tired of waiting for the outcome... but on the other hand i am also afraid to take things into my own hands... gt nag by galfrds... i noe they really care for me and wants the best for me... nt really sure hw to handle this.. this is juz me... always the indecisive one... i dunoe whether to believe in wat he says... i really dunoe... who doesn't hope tat their current relationship to wk out?? especially if hard wk was put in? he keep saying he did alot... i really dun see it at all... he keep saying he is tolerating me... who has the worse temper... is him not me... who is tolerating who??? he is too hot n cold towards me... more cold den hot... i nid someone i can lean on... someone more protective of me... someone who actually worries for me... haha... i seems so sure abt wat i want but dunoe hw to react to the current situation... stupid rite... he can tell me... i want someone who can take care of me... yo hooo... u are a guy... i did my best to do wat u want me to do... he did try also i tink... but...is usually for short term only... pretty fast will go back to his normal self... mayb this is hw he is... is either i accept or let go... many pple on the surface think we are so darn stable... cos together for many yrs... he himself say we are unstable... i really cannt believe it... so hurting.. so many yrs already...
tink i better stop... tearing already... =(
Miaow~ died at 11:56 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
曲名：晴天 歌手：周杰伦
故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍你会等待还是离开
颳风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 雨渐渐 把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像说了拜拜
sighzzzzz....=(
Miaow~ died at 2:54 PM
wed was suppose to be fun loh... sob... cowie fell sick... baby needs to acc mum to eat... haizz... spolit the surprise liao... sobsob... in the end me and momo went to town to eat at far east... ate chicken rice.. haha... was v stoned loh... walk aro in town wif a blur look on my face. haha... HE finally realized tat i was tired loh... thot he very long to realize tat...
at work... gt so pissed off wif my salesguy!!! hellooooo... stop siding yr customer!!! tell me we send the wrong kind of ribbons to them... den he gt scolded by them... hello.... customer at fault loh.. WE DO NOT EVEN HAVE THE STUPID DARN RIBBON loh... stupid idiot.. den tell me he cannt offend the customer... yes i understand buy customer being very weird loh. haizz... watever... CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RITE LOH!
thurs... hmm... pretty normal day.. nothing exciting happen loh... haha... boring... if i rem correctly lah... haha...
fri... haizz... his frd gt the clubbing bug loh... wanna go clubbing... so ask me to tink loh... haha... gt this sms from dblo... free entry b4 10.30.... den we all hustle to go down... reach there aro 10pm... quene darn long loh.... scary.... we go in... quite a crowd already... his frds dun dance one loh... end up me n him only... YOO... someone bluff me loh... say is r&b... go there... more to mixed music... nice songs give them remixed till weird weird one...left pretty early... went to eat instead,... sobsobs.... diet gone case liao... =*(
sat.. i was really hoping for some quiet time... ITINALLY it seems quiet... went to get heel from charles & keith... wahah.... more and my heels... can open shoes shop liao... den head back to his plc... den his frd called up... wanted to go clubbing AGAIN... hello.. i wanna slp... sobsob... den again hustle hustle again... reach aro 11plus... this time headed to obar... weird... there was totally NO QUENE... 1st time i encounter club wif no quene... inside was only 1/2 packed... at least the drinks was cheap.. haha... saw some display of bartender display of making the drinks... one known as volcano.. so cool... haha... the music of the nite was hop hop... again no one dance.. juz freaking great... actually i was abit pissed off... they ask me to suggest a place mah.. so i suggested obar cos i had a fun time there after my D&D... watever... nx time i go wif the correct grp of pple!!! HNG HNG HNG.... after that we went to eat $$ bak Ku Teh... -_-" i share wif him one portion ... abt 9-10 dollars... wat's more is really small portion... oh well at least tried it already... was pretty nice in fact... juz the price dun really tally.. ahahha...
sunday... finally can rest... kept slping thruout the day... hehe...
monday is looming near.... sighz.... and my diet is still nt starting.. sob...
Miaow~ died at 12:35 AM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
sunday sunday... xianzz... nt v happening also... morn sent his car for polishing... den went down to bugis... haizz.. ate at billy bombers... he seems to like to critise me.. haizz... super xianz... i mean who will like to be said over n over again. sighz... went over to sim lim to look out for some stuff... so darn hot loh... den went back to his plc to see the vampire show again... haha... i was pretty glad to be able to rest... so hot .... u can feel the sun burning yr skin loh..
monday.... wat did i do... haha.. seems to have short term memory... my collegue keep asking me to eat veg... i dun understand the link btw veg and memory lah... haha... oh ya... went to town to help on the selection of present.... and went to buy earphones for my mp3 player... den i discovered... is nt the earphones fault... is my darn player... i am SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING IMM again... sighzz.... i hate samsung.... no other repair outlets... -_-"... my nx mp3 player i will sure get those no brand one.. haha... spolit nt so heartpain...
tuesday... another boring day... doze off again when watching vampire show... apperantly it muz have been v boring.... wat's more he keep asking me to eat this eat tat.... sighz... my frd's wedding nx fri leh... shit... was intending to wear my poly D&D gown.... thinking if i can fit in a nt... sobsob... but i rem it was loose when i wore it last time. hopefully still can fit in... hahaha...
hopefully wed will be at least more interesting!
Miaow~ died at 8:48 AM
hi there...
hmm.... let's start wif thurs... same old thing... rush... only wk to descibe work... it's to the pt when i can rush his plc... by 8plus i was starting to doze off... he kept asking... y nowadays so easy to fall aslp... haiz... muz be the long hrs in front of the pc loh... wat else.... last time was doing much more other stuff... nw... lots of papaerwork and updating to do... eyes going blurry.... i believe my eye degree has increased... sobsob.... nt looking forward to my nx eye checkup... the only plus pt for thurs was.. i managed to finish filing and sending out one pile of paperwork... but still gt one big pile.... my manager was still saying... shld file more regularly cos i was hunting out one quotation for him... HELLO!!! i have 4 salesperson inclusive of tat manger dumping quotations on my desk everyday.... hw to complete filing... tink i juz get one big drawer and indicate... PLS DUMP YOUR QUOTATION HERE.... I WILL GET TO IT ONCE I FINISH ALL OF UR URGENT STUFFS!!!.... piangz... -_-"
fri.... TGIF!!!!! woohoo... today on 1/2 day.... actually didn't do much...w ahahaha.... was helpin one of my salesguy reroll the labels... had a somewat a serious conversation wif him.... haizz... he also told me i gt crappy attitude at times... opps...=X time to improve on tat attitude... really trying liao.. haizz.. but is really hard to do so leh... so many phonecalls... so many irritating matters to attend to!! PLSS... JUZ hire a RECEPTIONIST!!!! so darn tired of the bloody phone tat keep ringing.... haizz.... besides tat.... juz finish up on my wk.. den off i went to the kose sale!!!
but but... was again disappointed....nothing much... have to make many phonecalls to gfs who cannt be there... sighzz.... bought a total of 4 eyeshadow (as if i nid so much.. haha), one cream eyeshadow + liner (shld have bought more.... the liner was great), one eyebrow thingie and 1 lip rouge.... ahaha... all for a great total of 57. nt a bad deal actually lah... den proceed to kenny rogers to eat... someone great idea again... everything on my plate was 1/2 finish haha... was darn full loh... and well his was pretty much all eaten up... haha
sat....sooooooooooooooo boring.... woke up v stony cos... 2nd day of you noe wat.... bath den again stoned in front of mirror... wanted to dress up nice... but tink... later have to be maria... wat's the pt.. hahaha.... reach his plc.... ate lunch... den again doze off... v jialat liao... dunoe y keep dozing off... late afternoon... haizz.... MARIA in action..... his cupboard damn dusty loh... really dun understand y so dusty... even my rm one nt tat bad... WIPE WIPE.... CHANGE WATER.... WIPE WIPE.... really v dusty.... sighzz.... after tat stoned in front of tv again.... sighzz.... really boring sat.... at nite.... watch the vampire show again... and once again.... i dozed off again.. shit man.... dun understand y!!!!
welll..... hope sunday will be more interesting
Miaow~ died at 1:17 AM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
these 3 days seems pretty busy... whether in wk or personal life...
come to work ... rush rush rush all my orders out... have to pack also... haizz.... hw come my customers all so ma fan one... muz paste so many things on the labels... sighzz... then stressing my purchaser for my gds... tink she will be going nutcase soon.. haha... she keep saying she muz have owe me alot from our past life... haha.. poor gal... den after work go library... borrowed my comics again... hahaha.... really love tat library.... hahaha... so many comics... really shelf n shelf of comics loh... den go eat hor fun... someone say the food there good loh... pls... it's v bad.... hahaha...
tuesday.... same old same old... rushing my wk.. sobsob... haizz.. so tired... mt him... quarrel over petty things... he started it... he did something which i felt tat he regret. haizz.... y guys so weird one... but he made pretty sad and made me felt v disappointed.. sighz...
wednesday... mid-week liao!!! sigzh.... busy leh.. sobsob... y always busy... hw come pple can sit there and chit chat while we slog away.. SO DARN UNFAIR loh... haizz....lunchtime someone came to find me for lunch.... hehehe... after wk went to hougang mall... supposed to buy paper bag for his sis's gift... in the end.... din get any... wahah... watch someone eat dinner... stupid rite.. hahaha.... after tat still go for supper... ate chocolate prata.. yumyum... hahaha....
ok.... i shld go back to slogging at work liao... haizz
Miaow~ died at 1:59 PM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
wkend was pretty boring ... din do much... was watching " a date wif the vampire III" haha... watch till esp 11 or 12 ... haha... fast rite??!! hehe... sat was darn boring... stayed in the whole day watching TV.. haha..
sunday was slightly better... went out to paragon to get his sis's present.. precious thots all closed liao... even the one at wisma... wah liao.. walk here walk there.... end up eating sushi again.. sighz... bought a tatty teddy for her.. v cute!!!hahaha
well tat's my wkend....
Miaow~ died at 2:04 PM
